Five Years Yo!

So tomorrow is a big day for me.
Tomorrow is my rebirthday. :)
Rebirthday? What? Haha, tomorrow is the five year anniversary of 1. Me accepting Christ and 2. me going to Heritage. Why does this matter? Well, when I was ten years old my life changed and I didn't even know it. When I was ten years old and I accepted Christ into my heart I didn't know what I was getting myself into.

Before that day I was so angry with God, and I thought He just didn't care, I thought He didn't understand. And then after that day its like all those grudges just dissapeared. It was like Jesus came in and said ta-da! And I'm not at all saying that life was suddenly easy. If anything I've gone through the hardest times in my life after I fell in love with God. But that's just the thing, as I endured, I wasn't alone and the way my situations changed, changed in only ways that God couild have designed.

And He showed me talents. She showed that I love music, and that I could write, and that I actually had a friendly personality, and so much about myself that I never, never knew.

And I got friends. I had people to hang out with, and talk to about my new love of Christ, and numbers in my phone, and inside jokes.

Honestly, I can't explain just how pathetic my life was without Him, and I'm not ashamed to admitt that. Honestly, pathetic. But like I said, Jesus came in and was like ta da! Everything changed, and I couldn't be happier.
Because life isn't easy, it isn't perfect. But I am blessed, and loved and God is absolutely amazing.

So cheers to me, but mostly cheers to God for keeping me in His arms for the past five years.The absoulte best years of my life so far. Five years, oh how everything has changed. So hey, might as well live like this for the rest of eternity :)